Kindred,
Live in music.
Live in love and fellowship.
Live in the playground of the Lord.
And take a deep dive into yourself (to your origin, beginning with your creation by the Lord).
Exist within the framework laid out by the Lord; spelled out clearly in the gospels of Christ teachings.
Focus on the origin of the music that is you;
Focus on the person the Lord meant for you to be.
Then work towards that reality with the Lord.