You have a tendency to compartmentalize relationships, but separating your heart from yourself to immunize yourself from your feelings is not healthy; especially, when you fool yourself into believing you have control.
Bottom line, ever heard of this proverb?
Home is where the heart resides.
The heart does not reside in the various compartments of your mind.
Nor does the true heart resides anywhere else.
Here is an Irish blessing to help guide your way home:
May the road rise to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face.
And rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again, may the Lord hold you in the hollow of His hand.
I hope you find your way home.
