Why do dishonorable and unholy sexual abusers think that as a cockroach it's more powerful or that there is more control in getting off on dishonor, sinful abuses, and live in sin?

Sexual abusers only have relationships with themselves and their sins; it's never a two-way street without consent.

How do sexual abusers live with themselves when abusing in front of the Holy Spirit as a Witness, dishonorable, unholy, and unclean?