Life is not how I imagined.  

The world is not how I imagined. 

I always thought that someone raised privileged, is self confident and has self esteem; therefore, fear would not be much of an issue.  

But why the fear?  

Why keep and incite the insecurities and malcontent that drive fear and hate? 

Why power trips instead of self actualization and enlightenment?

You would think the most privileged would be the most content, not least content.

Better off than most, but still not enough.  

Why?