Kindred,
Before healing can begin, whether victim or sinner (that has committed crimes of sacrilege and damaged own soul with rot of sins), you have to take responsibility for your choices.
How you choose to handle yourself, whether you pick yourself up or clean yourself up, is the first step.
Without taking responsibility for your choices, you have no power over self and you cannot move forward.
You will be stuck in cycle of hurt and injury or cycle of harm and depravity (grandiose delusions).
Nothing will be real or realized in true relationships with self, with family, with people and with the Lord until you take responsibility of yourself and your choices.
