Kindred,
Unless you foresake the Holy Spirit in sin(s), the Holy Spirit is with you (whether you realize it or not).
Most importantly, the Holy Spirit is the Witness in everything and all you do.
The Judgement does not depend solely upon the state of your soul and character.
The Lord already knows all you do and its consequences, what you think and where you are in your heart of hearts.
Its balanced upon the whole and humanity, during and before (forever and a moment in an instant of) Judgement.
If you imagine that you will have an opportunity to state your case, think again and save your breath. It does not work that way.
Many wrongdoers image that they can talk and lie their way out of trouble or appeal to Jesus Christ, but the response will most likely be "I never knew you. Get away from me, you unholy people!"
The Lord will already have the most reliable witness, the Holy Spirit.
Your history is not only recorded in your memory and its consequences upon your soul, its recorded unbiased by the Holy Spirit in the Collective Memory.
Do not think you can get away from Judgement. Each person will face It sooner or later.
You better watch out and take care in everything you do.
And if you have sinned, it is imperative that you go through the repentance process. Because when you die, you are out of time and out of the opportunity for repentance.
Ignorance of your sin(s) will not be a valid excuse, because sins would have caused harm to your soul and to the people you have injured with them.
Therefore, I would encourage you to apply the law of the prophets in helping you determine if you have sinned and the gravity of those sins.
And take the opportunity to become and be a better person.
