Kindred,
You are loved by the Lord.
But it does not mean you can do what you want.
When Jesus Christ gave the Commandments, it was so you and humanity would know what is expected in deed and conduct.
Never and no where are there force or coersion for you to obey.
No where and never are there violations of free will or freedom of choice.
If you choose to disobey, then that is your choice, but then know there are consequences to damaging your soul and character in sin(s) and foresaking the Lord.
You can live free in truth and free from sin or be enslaved to sin and sinful ways, that is your choice.
But know there are consequences for the good or the bad.
Before you rush to judgement or decide, make sure you are asking and discerning from a caring heart free from biases and sin.
If you realized that you are not as good as you thought you were, great, join the club of we can all do better.
If you realized that you have sinned, repent and atone, and join the club of we can all do better.
