Kindred,
I do not know if you ever felt anguish. The heart wrenching, soul gutting kind where
the screams of pain cut so deep that it reverberates on and on.
What I am describing is trauma. Trauma to the heart and soul that lives in
mind as nightmares, waking nightmares, horrors and terrors.
Do you know what it is like to call out for help and
no one answers?
To be blamed for abuses and circumstances
beyond your control?
Do you know what it is like to have these patterns of
abuse repeat itself over and over heaped upon
you, endlessly inflecting trauma
and pain?
When no one answers, the Lord does in the voice deep inside
to pick yourself up, to keep going, face the pain and stand.
Do not blame the Lord for the crimes of men or women.
The sinner or perpetrator must one day answer
for his or her sins and crimes.
The Lord answers in multitude of ways that heals the anguish
and pain. You only have to listen and
receive the Gifts of healing.
Listen and do what must be done.
