Dear Brainyak Snowflake,
The Lord long ago granted you
gifts of talent, family, personality and being.
The Lord long ago determined your position in heaven and purpose for life.
When you create within your gifts and purpose, the wonder eventualize and the mystery solved.
You can try to run from the tasks and responsibilities assigned to you by the Lord, but like Jonah, the tasks will find its way to you.
It's best to try and see what is possible.
A great advice I received from an excellent teacher, who you know very well, try baby steps and something about an ant moving a rubber tree plant.
Humility is a necessary and important aspect of clarity, sensitivity and learning.
I hope you remain grounded in learning and inspired in flight.
