Kindred,
Remember that movie way back when, about putting away the baggage we carry, the worry, the fears, and stow them away into one tiny bag?
No?
Well, try to list out the negatives you carry, the worry and fears, place or stuff into a bag and give it neatly to the Lord to help carry.
Then focus upon the positives, work to build up character and good deeds (I know there is a strange argument going on about whether good deeds are an requirement to enter heaven, but if you are not here to do good then what are you here for?)
Fulfilling your original purpose, as assigned by the Lord, is your duty.
If you do not recall or do not know then work on the general purpose assigned to all, to be stewards of the earth.
Try out different tasks associated with stewardship until you find your best fit.
